So, I lost a lil handful of followers over night. :/ Hmmm…

But random fact. What’s worse than having a tummy bug is having a tummy bug when you are 45 min away at work, and you have to drive yourself home.

Let’s just say I know it’s possible to throw up and drive at the same time.

3rd time this has happened to me.

I never caught these things before starting childcare.

Well y’all…

Night night. See ya tomorrow after work sometime. Unless my roomie has the computer watching more drama….

I am frustrated about school.

About not having the best health.

About working like crazy and still not having money that I need.

About wanting to do my best but not having the actual power to do so yet.

So I jogged twice as long as usual and wore myself out in a mad fit.

Giggled over some jdrama with my roomie.

Listened to some good music. 

Stayed up too late when I have to get up early.

And I am telling you guys this cause I guess I’d like to talk to you more.

Gah. 

But I’ma fighter, and an INFJ… so I enjoy a good struggle. Seen worse anyways.

Welp, trying for art school again.

Going to another school tomorrow and taking my portfolio…. the other school I am considering didn’t give me as much as they did before (I almost went last year, then my car died, and money had to go to a new car, etc…).

Say a prayer for me? Wish me love… or something? :)

<3

I swear, if the day ever comes when I actually attend a day of art classes at an art school you may just find me collapsed in the hallway in tears.

Good tears.

But chin up.

Gah. Here we go again! Fall is coming up you know… will school actually actually happen for reals?

It was Teacher Appreciation Week at work.

And I got gift cards! :D 

So I finally own my OWN copy of The Little Prince. This is kinda a big deal to me… been keeping a close eye on my local used bookstore for that one, and it just wasn’t happening.

Also discovered a new Japanese band, Ling Tosite Sigure. Pretty cool.

Gah. And Fall is getting closer, which means me going or not going to art school is getting closer. Will it ACTUALLY happen this time?

Y’all, I am tore up.

So there was a lil toddler at work that I grew to love. I mean, I love him so much.

Hugged and kissed him for the last time today. He’s moving to another school.

You guys. I cried. I hardly ever do that.

He is one of my favorite people.

And I got to hold and kiss him.

I am grateful for that.

Dang it… here I go again.

Tearing up.

Sometimes I just sit back and look at my own tumblr.

And I think, dang, I think I have the best one. I wish I was my followers. 

That sounds so bad.

Oh the workings of Mary’s mind.

It’s been a long week, and it’s good to be back. Hope you guys agree. Have a good weekend you guys. 

<3

When youtube deletes your favorite video…

:’(

First classical guitar lesson.

Been wanting to play for a looongggg time. Pretty psyched. 

News!

THIS GIRL NOW HAS INTERNET!!!!!

And so she is doing the only logical thing: looking for the next Asian drama to watch! Suggestions? So so SO many out there! *happy sigh*

I miss you all. So much.

Dang nabbit. This girl needs internet, she needs y’all back!

My Life.

Workin’ my way towards art school literally one diaper at a time, with a side of runny noses.

ONE OK ROCK HAS A NEW ALBUM! <3

A Jesuit becomes Pope Francis… so much for Franciscan/Jesuit jokes. ;)

Habemus Papem! 

There are Hobbit legos? Where were those when I was 8? Ok 10… Ok when I was 14. Ok when I was 17. Ok, how about now?

Got my roomy totally HOOKED on a JDrama. 

I’m doing well I suppose. :) Miss you guys.